I've been noticing that i've been quite pessimistic lately. Maybe for the past 2 days.

The Air ticket has been tentatively booked for 25th feb, that's like 23 more days. My chem professor (taking the morning lessons) is about to finish the syllabus in about 4 lessons. We just have half of inorganic and organic left. And i don't know when the evening courses will end. I'm getting kinda tired from all those chemistry. My evening chem tutor has agreed to teach me a bit of theory an hour before the next lesson. From what i understand, he has not been very willing to go into theory. All he has been doing is just to ask us some questions (he dictates us, we're supposed to copy them down and solve them). Then he goes around, helping people. The students here are dying to get into NTU. They were callling me a 'lucky boy', since i have a fairly good chance of getting in, even though i know much less than them.